why do you do this?
you know why
I have no friends
except numbers
numbers are my friends
the smaller the better
it's just the look I like
it doesn't have to be deeper than that
it's not a game
it is for me, you know it is
people die doing what you do
other people die. you know I won't.
I always watch others get sick
others die
everyone but me
nothing affects me
am I wrong?
...
so why shouldn't I? it's fun
it doesn't break me
what about other people,
what will they think?

that's the whole point!
there are no other people!

—monolog(ue) in the form of dialog(ue)