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Lost in my monochromatic thoughts...
This thread is dedicated to my own writing, that's not Anaya's not, T.K.'s... Not any of my multiple personalities, but my own. I may just dump some of my crappiest stuff here, but most of it will be the thought-out things that may sound somewhat cliche.
Just a warning...
Lost in my monochromatic thoughts...
Dear Warmth,
I miss your embrace, the touch of your skin against mine. in the dead of winter, all I need to do is find you, and hold you in my arms.
When you go away, there's a feeling in my stomach that I cannot get rid- you're always on my mind. I feel like I want to take a piece of you and wrap it around my neck, your love protecting me like a scarf.
Your voice is like poerty, a kind summer breeze that kisses my ears as it passes by. The very sound that moves me to you. The sound sends shivers down my frozen back, bringing me back o a world that can only be ours, unless you decide to bring someone in.
My mind wanders to thoughts that makes me frustrated. I am in love with the cold as I am with you, dear Warmth. But the difference is that I am more comfortable with your embrace than I am with the Chill's hasty touch. Oh how I wish I could control my emotions... But where would I stand if I could? I would be frozen and uncomfortable, whilst I mourn for your touch silently.
Before you, I was lost in a blizzard of emotion, a blizzard that layered over me. When you found me, I was miserable, fated to love the cold for eternity, but you changed that; showing me a new way to love.
Your smile melts my frozen face and your touch warms my heart. My snow covered eyes have been opened to the love of summer.
Dear Warmth,
I am in love with you.
Strip me of all I am- my skin, my heart, my mind, my emotions...
And I am warmth- just like you.
Love,
A Girl
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Its been two days
Since you laid in my arms
Its been two days
Since you've worked all your charms
My mind is blank
Of all the sane you've erased
I won't regret
What I did that day
I guess there's something I oughta say
All the other thoughts in my mind, you've slayed
All I can think of is you
And all that you do
You're mine
Finally
Where I wanna be
Is where you are
Where I don't wanna go
Is way too far
Our forbidden love
When push comes to shove
We're going to get caught
True love can't be taught
I guess there's something I oughta say
All the other thoughts in my mind, you've slayed
All I can think of is you
And all that you do
You're mine
Finally
Before I met you
My mind was frozen blue
Couldn't get a clue
I guess there's something I oughta say
All the other thoughts in my mind, you've slayed
All I can think of is you
And all all that you do
You've pushed the pain aside
Nothing else on my mind
I'm in love...
I guess there's something I oughta say
All the other thoughts in my mind, you've slayed
All I can think of is you
And all that you do
You're mine
Finally
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When it is silent
I can still hear your voice
When I am violent
Your calmness cancels out all noise
When I am in pain
Your smile cures all
When I slip in the rain
You catch me when I fall
When I thought I was lost
It was you that i found
When its you I'm around
By now is when I''ve tossed
All catution to the wind
All colors seem to blend
When I'm in your arms
We can set off all alarms
Its love you can't control
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Another sleepless week for me
Another day without you, I can't believe
I wish I was there, in your arms
Another day and my heart will be harmed
I'll climb my way through a thousand trees
And I'll have to tell you it isn't for me
Its never for my own sake
Because without you, my heart will ache
I don't know how much more my mind can take
My sanity, I swear I've thrown it in a lake
Alas my eyes are blind
From looking for you all this time
Alas, I canno hear
Voices claiming to be yours ringing in my ears
For once I wish to be clear
I'll go mad without you here.
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Smile.
You are who you are.
Laugh.
Because everyone else is normal
Live.
Because you only have one life.
Love.
You need to share your adventures with someone.
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The shadows overcome my blank mind...
I'm forever lost...
Dancing on the tips of my toes...
The time I once had has disappeared...
Slowly my heart beats...
Until my dance has ended...
I'm forever lost in my mind...
My mind of monochromatic thoughts...
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I love her so,
I love her so
And I'm glad that i had let her know.
Her smile brightens up my day
Her smile brightens up my ways
My emotions let out of its case
When she leaves my embrace,
it scares me
When she leaves my embrace,
it impairs me
But I was reassured
And now my love is not a blur
But now my heart, it stirs
And its the touch of her, I do prefer.
Aww~
^w^ Thank you.
Added more to the list.
LIIIiiiiIIiiisT...
There is more.
My heart seems to fall down to the bottom of the puddles of rain on the street
as the news comes on through the PA
"There will be no event today" the voice booms
"All of you who have worked hard have done it for nothing." is what I hear
My head hangs low as my friends pinch my cheeks, begging me to be happy, cheerful
But I feel sadness
I underwent a huge change
Like I do each summer
Before it was self-consciousness
Or a petty change in skills
This summer was about
Something a bit...
Bigger.
Crazier.
Different.
I learned more about myself
Friends
Family
And strangers
I used to be quiet
Shy.
Afraid.
Introverted.
Now I am loud
Voicing my thoughts to the world
Some would call me obnoxious.
I actually understand what's going on around me.
The world changed as well
No longer are things really hidden from me
I know I can learn about causes and effects
And actually understand them
Others around me have changed as well
For bad
And for the better
Some are gone
Some are still by my side.
I've learned that I can lean on them
When I'm in need
I no longer keep things to myself until they
Explode.
Make me burst into a flame of...
A signal for help.
I know for a fact that I'm not perfect
I'll never see myself in a very good light either
I know that others aren't perfect as well
Weather or not they believe it
But there is someone out there for me
For you
For that person you just hate with all your might
Who completes you, or me, or them
Who's perfect for you, or me, or them
But there is still much to learn
I underwent so many changes
I'm no longer that short haired
Quiet, yet frightening
Who would hide behind her glasses
Scared
Girl.
But now a long haired
Expressive and unafraid
No longer able to hide
Somewhat brave
Human.
I know who I am now
I know what I can do
But there is just so much more for me to learn.
-Sure2HerWord AKA Serenenighingale AKA Sensei
Afterword: Thank you to those who helped me become who I am now. You know who you are.
Especially you, Tryston-Chan.
Somehow. . . Some of them made me cry. Look what you did! My eyes are like tearing up.