((I'm just frustrated. I can't fucking get anywhere in any of the rps because I fucking suck.))
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((I'm just frustrated. I can't fucking get anywhere in any of the rps because I fucking suck.))
(You dont suck, don't say that. Youre actually really good. Maybewe can make longer posts, ill try to make longer ones too.
((I'm trying...))
(Ill try harder too.)
((Okay...))
Another year passed and I was 17. Difficult times were still around and I tried to keep the smaller kids happier. The orphanage now had rations. And I nearly always almost starved. Because I give my rations to the younger kids.
I turned 17, and still I acted like a jerk to Aurora, I had lost all my other friends from being so distant, and it felt like it was just me. . .
I didn't understand why he was so mean. Why does he bully me? Why does he still my rations? I sat at the homeless shelter and held a baby, feeding him.
I walked by the homeless shelter, and I saw Aurora there , feeding a baby. I looked down and kept walking, I hated seeing the hurt look in her eyes. I walked into the video game store, and got a new game, and headed out
I came back to the orphanage after a busy day, and I sat in my room and began to cry. I was sick of the pain and suffering. I wanted to leave. I hate starving. I'm sick of watching people die. I'm sick of being alone.
I sat and played my game for hours, and then I turned it off, needing a break. I stood and went for a walk down the narrow hallway, and I heard faint crying coming Auroras room, and I went to knock on it but I paused, and continued walking.. "Dont get close to anyone.."
At dinner, this little girl was crying that she was still very hungry and so I gave her my ration. I haven't eaten in 3 days because I keep giving away my rations.
I decided to go down to dinner, and I got my food.. I looked up as I walked through the tables, and I watched as Aurora gave away her food again. She needs to stop doing that.. I mean, she needs food too.. I placed my tray in front of her, and kept walking. I was not hungry, and she neede it
I looked up, shocked and I sighed as he walked away. I silently ate the food and then I went up to my room. Why did he give me his food? He hates me..
I headed back to the main building, and I went into the courtyard, where a memorial for my grandmother was.. I knelt in front of the stone, and I sighed. She started this orphanage.
((I thought he wasn't from there..))
I looked out the window and I noticed him kneeling next to a tomb. I walked out and I stood a little ways, behind him. "You okay?"
(Scratch my other post then, sorry... aahg my brain hurts today... )
I looked at the stone that had an inspirational quote on it and I sighed. It wasnt helping me much.. I jumped slightly, hearing a voice. Auroras voice.. "Im fine." I said softly, and I stood and sat on the bench, holding my head in my hands.
I frowned and I hesitantly sat next to him. "Why... Did you give me your food earlier?"
"You needed it more than me." I stated simply, and I looked up at her , and I sighed softly. This was hard. So hard. "I have to go." I said rather quickly, and I stood, heading out.of the courtyard. Dont get.close to anyone..
"Wait!" I called. I got up and caught up with him. "Do you hate me so much that you can't even stand to have a 5 minute conversation with me?"
I looked down at her, and I sighed.. "I cant trust anyone.. " I said softly. "Its best, that I just stay independent. Please, leave it at this.." I said, and continued to walk away..
I frowned at him as he walked away. "Fine." I growled. I stayed outside for a while, then I went up to my room. What the hell has been wrong with him lately?
Its better this way. Much better this way... I headed to my room, and I played video games. I really wondered why my parents.abandoned me...
A few weeks passed, and I stayed to myself. I only hung out with Sydney. It was a late night and I went and climbed to the roof, sitting down. I always go up here.
I didnt talk to anyone, the realization of my parents leaving me really hitting me deep. They loved me.. or I thought they did
"Please Eric.. Leave me alone..." I said, struggling against the muscular 18 year old's grip. "Stop thinking you're too good for me Aurora." He growled, pinning me against the wall.
About an hour later I got up and went for a walk around the building. I turned the corner and stopped, seeing Eric there, pinning her to the wall. "Hey man, let her go." I said, making my way towards him
I was shocked to see John standing there. "You stay out of this. This is between me and her." He said, shooting a glare at John. I looked in between them both, my eyes wide, and my arms hurting painfully from behind pinned to the wall.
"I dont give a shit, let her go." I said, gripping his arm very tightly. "Now." I said, shooting him a death glare. His knuckled were white from holding her arm so hard. It was oissing me off beyond belief
Eric stared at John for a moment before he squeezed my arm very tightly before letting it go. I winced and looked down at it, noticing a large bruise forming. "You better watch yourself kid." Eric growled, before walking away.
Kid? Im a fucking kid? Hes one year older! I wanted to go knock his head off, but I just stayed, and I looked at her arm, seeing a bruise forming. "Come on.." I said, touching her shoulder and guiding her down the hall. She needed an ice pack or something.